It Could Be Indigestion
Suddenly from heaven came a sound like the rush of a violent wind. Divided tongues, as of fire, rested on each of them. All were filled with the Holy Spirit. – Acts 2:2-4 (NRSV, abridged)
The Spirit made a raucous entrance that first Pentecost morning. Ever since, some Christians claim you don’t have the Spirit if you don’t feel the Spirit, if you’re not powerfully moved. But many of the church’s most magnificent saints and most of her everyday ones never had their hair set on fire by God. Plenty of churches have the Spirit, yet their neighbors never call 911 to report a disturbance.
“Powerful experiences” are a dime a dozen. Having one may or may not signify the Spirit’s presence. It could be real. It could also be manufactured show, self-delusion, overwrought emotion, or indigestion. Here’s a more reliable sign: a courageous, persevering life staked on God’s promise and power to bring life from death. If you’re looking for the Spirit, you’ll find her for sure wherever someone puts everything on the line because of that blessed assurance.
What’s important about Pentecost isn’t the shakes, it’s the courage and clarity that come from God’s promise of life, true in high wind and flame, true when fire flickers and winds subside, true whether you feel it or not. So don’t worry if no one’s having holy hot flashes in your church. Worry if your community shrinks back into fright and small-mindedness at the first sign of challenge.
If a curious crowd ever gathers at your church’s door, hope they’ve been attracted not by flash and din, but by your daring faith, the fruitful life you’re living, and your confidence in the promises of God.
Prayer
Holy Spirit, come to us with courage and grace. Ground our faith for witness in small things and great, day by day, unswervingly. Amen.
Mary Luti is a long time seminary educator and pastor, author of Teresa of Avila’s Way and numerous articles, and founding member of The Daughters of Abraham, a national network of interfaith women’s book groups.